But when I do say that I am a doctor, people鈥檚 reaction is usually 鈥淥h wow.鈥� They think that I must live in luxury on the Upper East Side, drive a Mercedes-Benz or some other fancy vehicle, and travel to exotic lands every couple of months. They picture a doctor, noble and heroic, who goes to work everyday and saves lives. Countless lives. They would imagine me shouting out patient鈥檚 blood pressure, cutting them open, performing chest compressions while pearls of sweat dripped down my face, sweat of hard work, of responsibility, of grandeur. Then the patient lives, wakes up, and thanks me with hugs and tears.
Well, all that is flattering, but none of it is true. I do not save lives everyday. As a matter of fact, rarely, if ever, a single act performed by one person saves any lives. Granted, there are days that I intubate or resuscitate a patient, but without my presence, someone else would鈥檝e taken on the same tasks; moreover, the outcome of resuscitations is rarely favorable. On most days, I go to work, spend a lot of time in front of the computer reviewing charts and documenting, adjust some medications here and there, auscultate a few chests and backs, order some lab work, curse at the printer for being jammed again, document some more, and call it a day. I am not saying that those actions are not important 鈥� they are 鈥� but in a smaller, less valiant way than what the public imagines.
Most people also do not know that just because you are a doctor does not mean that you have a job. According to the 2013 report from Royal College of Physicians and Surgeons of Canada titled 鈥淭oo Many, Too Few Doctors? What鈥檚 Really Behind Canada鈥檚 Unemployed Specialists,鈥� one in six specialists cannot secure an employment in Canada. Not that there is no need for specialists. Those with joint pain know how long the wait list is to see a rheumatologist. Cancer patients have experienced the anxiety in waiting to be evaluated by a radiology-oncologist.
Finding a job is even more difficult for International Medical Graduates (IMG) such as myself.
Allow me to take you on a tour onto an IMG鈥檚 journey.
After repeatedly being placed on the wait list for Canadian medical schools, I decided not to wait any longer and pursued my medical education abroad, more specifically, at St. George鈥檚 University in Grenada. Without any kind of government subsidization, I searched for private loans and worked for a while to save up for the exorbitant tuition fee. After I obtained my medical degree, my initial plan was to return to Quebec, my home province, and complete my residency there. However, I found out that that was impossible because Quebec requires all IMGs to have passed both exams of the Licentiate of Medical Council of Canada (LMCC) in order to qualify for residency application. Here is the paradox: one cannot register for the last part of the LMCC exam without having completed at least one year of residency. I gave up that option and eventually matched into a residency in Internal Medicine in New York. That wasn鈥檛 easy either, because I was only allowed to pursue a specialty that was considered by Quebec to be 鈥渋n need鈥� in order to obtain the visa required to work in the U.S. From what I remember, the specialties considered to be in need by Quebec at that time were: Internal Medicine, Family Medicine, Oncology, Hematology, Rheumatology, Geriatrics, Plastic Surgery, Dermatology, and Anato-pathology. Most of these specialties also have a quota; for example, every year, Health Canada only allows four to five IMGs to pursue Rheumatology outside Canada.
Now I am almost at the end of my residency, and to my very pleasant surprise, I matched into a Pulmonary and Critical Care Medicine fellowship at Rutgers University in New Jersey. I did apply in Canada as well, however not in Quebec, because Quebec programs did not accept IMG applicants. Now comes the tricky part: I need Quebec鈥檚 endorsement and Canada鈥檚 permission to pursue the specialty that I am passionate about. Without Canada鈥檚 permission in the form of a letter called the Statement of Need, I cannot extend my visa and would not be allowed to stay and work in the U.S. Every October, Quebec and the rest of the country comes out with a list of medical specialties that they consider to be 鈥渋n need.鈥� If your chosen specialty does not appear on the list, your province or country will not issue that Statement of Need on your behalf. The result is you are without a visa.
Why not come back to Canada, you say? That was my original plan all along, but the length of training in Internal Medicine in the U.S. being two years shorter than that of Canada, I cannot practice as a licensed internist in Canada unless I find an empty spot in the middle of a residency program. You can imagine how difficult that is, and the paperwork that is involved. So should I return to Quebec or Canada, you might find me working as an overqualified burger flipper.
Confused? That is ok. This is indeed a very complex and confusing process that my peers and I learn as we go along.
A Quebecois SGU classmate and friend of mine just matched into Rheumatology in NJ for which there were five allotted spots by Health Canada this year. He waited with trepidation to see if he would be one of those five, and luckily he was. Another Canadian classmate of mine, also from Quebec, finished Neurology and wished to continue his training in Neurocritical Care but was not 鈥渁llowed,鈥� so now he is doing a fellowship in Epilepsy at Yale University. Prestigious position, no doubt, but not what he really loves.
Why are there only five spots allotted to Canadian IMGs who wish to train in Rheumatology abroad? It can鈥檛 be a question of funding because the Canadian government is not involved in our training in the U.S. And if Canada has not contributed a single penny to our medical education and training, why does the government restrict what we can or cannot practice? These are questions that we ask ourselves again and again because we don鈥檛 know who would have the answers, if there is any answer at all.
As for myself, those who know me know how much I love critical care and appreciate pulmonology (aka respirology in Canada). After all these years of trial and tribulation, to finally arrive to where I want to be is such a rewarding feeling. I am now in the process of working things out, but as of this moment, a piece of paper stands between me and my chosen career.
Next time somebody asks me what I do for a living, saying that I work in the zoo might not be as far-fetched as it sounds.
